"Complicated sounds about right," Jyn says, huffing out a breath. Her feelings about her father were complicated long before he ever wound up here. He left her, but he loved her; he built a weapon capable of obliterating planets for the Empire, but he gave them a way to destroy it; he named his monstrosity after her, but at least he was thinking about her. Now he's here, and there's a choice in front of her that she was never supposed to have to make. No matter how awful she might feel, of course there's no easy answer.
"I don't want... to cut things off completely. And lose this shot. But I can't be what he wants me to. Not now, anyway." Thoughtful, she absently fiddles with the crystal on her necklace. "I don't think I would be, anyway. I'm not sure he'd like me, if he knew me." Of course, she thinks that's in no small part his fault. She wouldn't have turned into what she is now if he hadn't up and left her. Knowing that doesn't make the thought of it all that much easier.
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"I don't want... to cut things off completely. And lose this shot. But I can't be what he wants me to. Not now, anyway." Thoughtful, she absently fiddles with the crystal on her necklace. "I don't think I would be, anyway. I'm not sure he'd like me, if he knew me." Of course, she thinks that's in no small part his fault. She wouldn't have turned into what she is now if he hadn't up and left her. Knowing that doesn't make the thought of it all that much easier.